Right now....I want my husband to walk through the front door. I am not a needy kind of person and him being out of town doesn't usually bother me. But for the last 4 weeks he has been gone for 3 of them. He leaves on Monday and returns on Thursday. So yes he will be home today at some point but I want him here NOW. I want a new camera. Not just any camera, a digital SLR camera. I have the money for said camera but the house buying process is not going as I want it to so I'm holding off on buying said camera in fear that we may need that money for the house. Yes I know silly to want a camera more than a house. And it's really not that I want it more it's just I had hopes that the camera would be my graduation present. I worked hard to finish school and the camera is honestly the one thing I wanted as a reward. Well besides a job and all. I want the government to add money back to the USDA home loan so we can get said house and said camera. I want the State Board of Nursing to get me my temporary licence and my okay to take NCLEX. That way I can start my job on June 7th (which is my b-day). I want to hurry and take (and pass) NCLEX because I want a baby so bad my heart hurts. I love Jayci so much and she asks me on a weekly bases when we are going to have another baby. I want to give her a sibling so badly. Oh and the beauty queen answer to end my party "I want world peace." Ha.
Okay so that's not a lot to ask right? Well now I'm going to be thankful that I have a husband that is coming home to me. He will probably even be here within the next hour or so. I am thankful for a home that is already over my head. It is not much and we rent it but I have everything I need right here. I'm thankful for the small camera that has taken so many pictures of my family through the years. I am thankful for the job I have because not everybody can say they even have that. I'm thankful that I just graduated and my stuff will get here in due time. I am so so thankful for the little girl that brightens my day every time she smiles. I am human and I am selfish but I am mostly thankful for a God that will forgive me for my selfish times.
He has blessed me more than I could ever imagine. I know without Him I would be nothing.
Okay my party is over. Time to move on! Thanks for reading. The next post will hopefully be a little more happy.
Oh look my hubby just walked through the door. :) All in God's timing...
4 comments:
Oh I want to join: I want...
My OWN place
A new camera (DSLR, too!)
To be done with school
To be out of this job that drives me insane
I know you are having a "rough" time with lots of things..just wanted to show you that you aren't the only one :) We love you!
What a great post, I think all of your wants are good wants :) You will be in my prayers not just because it's the right thing to do, but because as we've commented to each other before, we are alike in so many situations. Last summer my husband spent weeks out of town and it was the hardest part of my married life. I pray you get your camera, your home money, and your baby. Everything that you want and more blessings than you can stand :)
This is my first visit to your precious blog. Believe me, the "wanting" never stops! We simply need to praise God for all our blessings and hope for good things to come our way!!! BTW, I seriously want a large black Chanel tote:)
What a great post, I think all of your wants are good wants :) You will be in my prayers not just because it's the right thing to do, but because as we've commented to each other before, we are alike in so many situations. Last summer my husband spent weeks out of town and it was the hardest part of my married life. I pray you get your camera, your home money, and your baby. Everything that you want and more blessings than you can stand :)
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